love you

I want to give these writings a different approach even though I might not be good at it. After all these years of learning to hate. I want to unlearn this time, help me do it 'cause since my last post I can feel enormous love being vibed back at me by these powerhouses which is something I'm going to be keep trucking right on that track. So please don't tell me I don't speak the language of love, I'm thinking of learning to say something beautiful. Still in progress. And by the way, this is in case Amy Lee thinks I am always used to saying hate. Not this time. People, especially people like me grow and learn what they need.

Well speaking of love. I loved this lady when I was 16 and wild and wanted to meet her. not that "Meet The Creeper" by Rob Zombie kind and I basically didn't know how... just like Lady Gaga's relationship with Madonna, I had the same one with Amy Lee. She was just so special to me. like that one I described her earlier she was the center of the universe to me and she was worth my time. totally. (letting myself be human for a minute and write like that). 

I just want to tell you Amy that your eyes bestowing a look at me like a shotgun shoving with both barrels you are extraordinary to me, and I'm not talking highly of you it makes me look bad. as I sing:  We better stop what's that sound everybody look what's going down.. 

 It's good to speak our minds. It kind of feels freeing, and I need to tell you I was jealous of you. your apeals. your sex. your powerfulness, your happiness and everything. do you even care about your diet lately? You're still sexy no matter what.  old crush. Nobody matches your eyes specially those beautiful shades now everybody follows but nobody does it like you... 

I don't mean to seduce you, you're not what I need but I hope I can get there soon....a beautiful broad just like you who sleeps and wakes up with me and I know I get a life first. And I hope I can sing that Korn song: Got The Life to her someday. 

And by the way guys/readers don't take everything I say here seriously or personally. They were all fucking bullshit. Let's celebrate the 4th of July. Happy Birthday America!